4 ✖ Just when did you grow up ?
Posted by cloudman-san at 04:18 AM on January 13, 2009.
I think. I'm finally over her. I mean, completely. I look over old conversations, and even though there is no lack in "I love you"'s, I feel like. She just wasn't there for me. I know she has other things that come first, but shouldn't I have been up there, too ?
I feel sad. But I feel happy at the same time. Like, I can't even begin to describe. Life-changing, maybe ?
When I talked to Mara about it, she said I deserved better. I couldn't keep giving and giving and giving without receiving something. Right now, I've just realized how mutual a relationship needs to be to function correctly. I mean, I've always known that a relationship needs to be mutual, but I feel like I'm just starting to understand. And even though it seems like a small thing, I feel like she's given me a lot, too.
I wish we could've talked more. I wish we could've shared our worries. I wish she had been there for me more.
But even so, I do no regret falling in love with her. She was the most important person to me for a year, and I'm so happy to call her my first love. But I'm even happier that I can still call her my friend.
It feels like I'm starting a new chapter of my life. And, what better way to start a new semester than with a bright new beginning ?
All I need to do now is pass midterms~
I feel sad. But I feel happy at the same time. Like, I can't even begin to describe. Life-changing, maybe ?
When I talked to Mara about it, she said I deserved better. I couldn't keep giving and giving and giving without receiving something. Right now, I've just realized how mutual a relationship needs to be to function correctly. I mean, I've always known that a relationship needs to be mutual, but I feel like I'm just starting to understand. And even though it seems like a small thing, I feel like she's given me a lot, too.
I wish we could've talked more. I wish we could've shared our worries. I wish she had been there for me more.
But even so, I do no regret falling in love with her. She was the most important person to me for a year, and I'm so happy to call her my first love. But I'm even happier that I can still call her my friend.
It feels like I'm starting a new chapter of my life. And, what better way to start a new semester than with a bright new beginning ?
All I need to do now is pass midterms~
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